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Thursday, November 15, 2007
tick-tick-tock away...
11-55 PM, 16tth November 1987.
Two people had entered a bet. One of them of course won it. Her son lost by 5 minutes.
The bet of course was about my birth, whether id be born on the 16th or the 17th and dad lost to dadi by just a few minutes.
So im turning 20 at 12 tonigh...old
My friend Yudhan it seems has nothing owrthwhile to do in life as for the last two or three weeks he has taken it upon himself to keep reminding me that the teen years of my life are now behind me....
And he continues to tease me about related stuff till the 11th hour.
Anyway, I do look back at my life and really ive experienced so much in m life already that many 30 year olds probbably would miss out on.
I fell in love,
I had gang battles
I was in soem serious fights,
I was 'part' of more than one band.
I had the most unique character i ever knew.
I wrote some rare good stuff now and then..
I got thrown out of more than two eating joints..
I became the headboy of my school(hEy...'twas a big deal for me ok...)
I kidnapped a girl on legal terms...
I broke into a house..
I shoplifted..
Learnt how to evade taxes..
Leaked an examination paper...
Almost got kicked out of school for kicking my principal on the ass...
and so on and forth are many things...
but listening to sad sad music as i am right now i soemhow feel a sense of foreboding as B-Day approaches....
there so much i missed out on..normal stuff...that i can never do again...
special stuff you would do as a teenager....i coud still do any of hte given thingsb ut doing them as a teenager was the big thing.....
I never had a girlfriend as a teen...
I was never in an actual relationship that was worth anything...
I never had my first kiss,
I never topped any big exam or had an exceptional academic result anywhere...
I never bought a diamond for my mom
I never finished a single story i set out to write...
I never finished a song i started writing
I never learnt to play the guitar properly
I never actually played a song for anyone
I never finished any of my 'big projects'
I never went to an actual big rock concert
I never even proposed to anyone
I never got completely drunk and reckless
I never went on a date
I.........................
Bapre...sali list khatam hi nahi hoti hai.....
anyway......Im thankfull for the life I had....as nikki said...ive seen more in life than most teenagers would have in theirs and in my own weird way im thankfull for that...thank you god for the life you gave me...thanks mom n dad for being such awesome parents...thanks to all my friends, pals n buddies ofr being htere for me and havin all the fun we ever had..
thanks to all the musicians i ever heaqrd for bein true and makin music that touches the soul and the truth....beauty
thanks to all those people who ever even took out a minute to wish me
thanks to all the critics who blasted away my writin works...for lookin at my amaeture work and not tellin my how badly i suck or for telling me how badly i DO suck.....it was nice of you to care to read it....im reallythankfull to all of you
thanks to all myschools for makiing me who i am today
thanks to jayati for changing my lifes direction..even if mostly it was for the worse..but im al ot free'er now and i feel much better....
thanks to every single person who ever helped me or made me feel good about naything...thanks to all you people......
thanks
Two people had entered a bet. One of them of course won it. Her son lost by 5 minutes.
The bet of course was about my birth, whether id be born on the 16th or the 17th and dad lost to dadi by just a few minutes.
So im turning 20 at 12 tonigh...old
My friend Yudhan it seems has nothing owrthwhile to do in life as for the last two or three weeks he has taken it upon himself to keep reminding me that the teen years of my life are now behind me....
And he continues to tease me about related stuff till the 11th hour.
Anyway, I do look back at my life and really ive experienced so much in m life already that many 30 year olds probbably would miss out on.
I fell in love,
I had gang battles
I was in soem serious fights,
I was 'part' of more than one band.
I had the most unique character i ever knew.
I wrote some rare good stuff now and then..
I got thrown out of more than two eating joints..
I became the headboy of my school(hEy...'twas a big deal for me ok...)
I kidnapped a girl on legal terms...
I broke into a house..
I shoplifted..
Learnt how to evade taxes..
Leaked an examination paper...
Almost got kicked out of school for kicking my principal on the ass...
and so on and forth are many things...
but listening to sad sad music as i am right now i soemhow feel a sense of foreboding as B-Day approaches....
there so much i missed out on..normal stuff...that i can never do again...
special stuff you would do as a teenager....i coud still do any of hte given thingsb ut doing them as a teenager was the big thing.....
I never had a girlfriend as a teen...
I was never in an actual relationship that was worth anything...
I never had my first kiss,
I never topped any big exam or had an exceptional academic result anywhere...
I never bought a diamond for my mom
I never finished a single story i set out to write...
I never finished a song i started writing
I never learnt to play the guitar properly
I never actually played a song for anyone
I never finished any of my 'big projects'
I never went to an actual big rock concert
I never even proposed to anyone
I never got completely drunk and reckless
I never went on a date
I.........................
Bapre...sali list khatam hi nahi hoti hai.....
anyway......Im thankfull for the life I had....as nikki said...ive seen more in life than most teenagers would have in theirs and in my own weird way im thankfull for that...thank you god for the life you gave me...thanks mom n dad for being such awesome parents...thanks to all my friends, pals n buddies ofr being htere for me and havin all the fun we ever had..
thanks to all the musicians i ever heaqrd for bein true and makin music that touches the soul and the truth....beauty
thanks to all those people who ever even took out a minute to wish me
thanks to all the critics who blasted away my writin works...for lookin at my amaeture work and not tellin my how badly i suck or for telling me how badly i DO suck.....it was nice of you to care to read it....im reallythankfull to all of you
thanks to all myschools for makiing me who i am today
thanks to jayati for changing my lifes direction..even if mostly it was for the worse..but im al ot free'er now and i feel much better....
thanks to every single person who ever helped me or made me feel good about naything...thanks to all you people......
thanks
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